b/w results are in...

first...thank you to all who commented and sent thoughts and prayers in regards to my nephew Oliver and my sister and brother-in-law. it's been a heck of the past few days/weeks, but the family is holding together for now.

in other news...it appears that i ovulated! woo-hoo! first time in over a year and a 1/2...my bloodwork came back and when the nurse calls she said it "looks good". i would have a liked a "very good" or something like that...but i'll take a "looks good" when i can get it.

my office likes to see the estrodial over 100 and i'm a 158 and the progesterone over 10 and i'm a 14.8. while this tells us absolutely nuttin' honey as to whether or not this worked...she said i'm "still in the game" as if they came in much lower, it would be a sure sign things didn't work.

so, as of now...i don't know anymore than i did yesterday, except that my levels show how they should for it to have worked. i guess it's now up to whether or not john's swimmers really liked me or not!

i have my beta on tuesday a.m. 4/7 and will have results that afternoon...the wait is killing me, although it's still hard to get really excited about the possibility of a positive test given that it doesn't necessarily end with the results you expect...aka a live baby...as was made all too real to us last week. i really am going to try to wait to take a home test until maybe tuesday a.m. before i go to the dr. so that it will give me some indication of what the results might be. they reminded me that i could come in friday or monday for the beta, however that would have me knowing the result on 4/6 which should have been oliver's birthday and i don't think i could find out (positively or negatively) a result like this on that day. so i think we'll just hang tight for tuesday.

that's all for now. make it a great day!