one week down

wow...this 2ww (2 week wait) really drags.

i am doing really well with my positive line of thinking ((patting myself on the back)) and i definitely feel better about things all the way around when i'm not focusing on what might not be and think about what could be.

do i feel 100% that this worked...no. for every 5 thoughts i have about this cycle, more than half of them are focusing on it working and the other are just quick thoughts of, "well, it might not have".

symptoms...hmmm. i've had a few, however the progesterone suppositories i'm on can give me the same symptoms as being pregnant. yeah, it really messes with me. but as far as symptoms go, i've had some sore bubbies and abdominal cramping and lots of twinging, pinching pains on my left ovary (where the follicle was). oh and i'm tired...real tired...but that's nothing totally out of the ordinary for me. ahem. yeah, i like to sleep.

sooo, we are one week down of the 2ww. i had bloodwork done this morning to check my estrogen and progesterone levels and see if we're still in the game. it was very clear after the last cycle in november that we were out of the game at this point that cycle. if the bw results were good, we're still in the game, but won't know anything for sure until our beta on 2/1. it won't give us a definite idea of whether it took or not, but again, it will keep my hopes up.

i'll update later on today once i hear what the results were.

thank you all again for your support!