spinning

my head is spinning.

this cycle went sooo fast compared to the last 2 we tried...meds were started last friday and by tuesday i had a 15 mm follicle. crazy fast and much better than than the prior 2 cycles we tried. i triggered last night...

bom-chicka-wow-wow!

no need to go into any greater detail as to what the hubs and i need to do at this point.

things went so much better (and are still going so much better) this cycle than the last (and even the first back in march when we were successful). part of me is allowing myself to get just a little excited to think that this just has to work this time around. it's the perfect scenario all the way around with meds, follicle growth, bloodwork, etc. but although i am keeping a positive outlook about this cycle, i can't help but give myself a reality check that it still might not work.

so for now, i will allow myself to get my hopes up a little high...just not too high until we are at the point where we get a symptom in the next few weeks...something, anything, that will tell us it's ok to let in a little more hope.

thank you all so much for your awesome words of support and love. it truly helps to know we have all of you by our side "holding our hands" through this.